1. Humanities was totally screwed up.
I thought Confucianism would come out. I thought SEA would come out. And I studied like super hard for them. Especially SEA. I fully memorized EVERYTHING about SEA. And I woke up at 4.15AM this morning just to study Confucianism and Japan, but only Confucianism went in. Who cares anyway. I screwed humanes up. Mrs Goh can have a very fun time marking my paper. She can just save pen ink and put a big zero at the top of my paper. Or she could waste a lot of pen ink, and circle my essays and ask what's the link and what I'm even writing. HAHAHA. Oh wells, I'm gonna fail either way. She should just not mark my paper and give me a zero or sth.
2. Maths Paper 1 was even worse.
Chengcheng, Yeeling, Jamie and I studied from GNC and the library after humanes. Who cares about that anyway. Math Paper sucked. 10, TEN questions, I only managed to do ONE. The rest will have to depend on Mr Lau's mood. I bet he see my paper so empty feel like tearing it up. I used one side of the paper for one question, so basically, my 5 sheets, 10 sides of papers were really blank. Can even draw on them HAHAHA. I feel like an idiot. First time I take a test and I only know ONE question. Oh wells, who cares. Just fail for all I care. Anyway it doesn't even matter whether I study or not since I'm sure to fail. Mr Lau, too, can have loads of fun marking my paper. :D
3. I saw YOU in the library today and I really wanted to cry.
We have to talk. Whether you want it or not. You can't just keep making use of technology to express your feelings. Cos in the end, you won't have expressed it the way you would if you had done so in person. Just wait, after JCTs, I'll settle it once and for all. I'll get over you, and you won't have to worry about anything. You won't have to keep wondering why I'm still like that and that you're not worth all this. You are, let me tell you once again. YOU ARE. No matter how many times you deny it, you are worth it. Don't worry, after I settle it, I will get over you, and you can think as you deem fit. It's JCTs now, you should focus on studying so I shan't bother you. I don't want to affect you, so yeah. Jiayous anyway, and I hope you achieve your gial of GPA 5.0. (: