It's getting harder and harder to even talk to you, it really is. I can't even tell you what's really going on in my mind, especially when it's about that one, cos even if I do, you'll just shake it off and turn it into a joke. Like seriously, even though I pretend I don't really mind, it hurts a lot, really. What's going on omg. Everything is getting screwed up these days.
rach(: