I can't be bothered anymore. Let me tell you this, and I seriously don't care, even if you see this. Well, I doubt you will anyway. Do you know how much I like you? Do you know how much it hurts whenever I see you with her? I know that what's not meant to be won't be, but it still fucking hurts. And worst of all, do you know how much it sucks when the person you like has been lying to you all this while and yet you forgive him cos you know you can't bear to hate him? The mere fact that you only bother talking to me for the sole reason of your friend is enough, but yet I just 'credit' it to your care and concern. Even as the people around me tell me that I shouldn't bother anymore, I shouldn't reply any of your smses and all, I just can't bring myself too. Well, now things have cleared up, so I guess we won't be talking anymore. I hope you've recovered, and that you have fun :D I'm sorry for all this nonsense, but I just want to tell you one last thing. I can't believe we've drifted apart so quickly. We don't even talk now. But nevertheless, thanks for everything.
rach(: