It's been a horrible week, crying almost every single day. I seriously must wake up, and stop living the way I am now. Why is it that just a glance at you can instantly strengthen me, yet, at the same time, push me down so bad? I need to stop being like this, allowing a single person to affect my life so badly. I could get over HIM, in less than 2 months even, despite the fact that we were so much closer than you and I. Why is that I am not even halfway over you even though 2.5 months has passed? We went out last term, today. For the first, as well as the last time. You've changed a lot since last term till now. We used to be able to talk about anything in the world, and now, we don't even talk. No, we don't even acknowledge each other. When we walk past, we only acknowledge one another when it's too obvious that the one party had seen the other. Maybe I never should have gotten to know you at the bus stop. Maybe. It's really hard to face each day optimistically. Really. Despite the fact that I'm able to smile, deep down, it really hurts. Today, I'm going to be strong. I will be brave, and face you with courage.
rach(: