I wonder what's so very wrong with me. I keep using myself to show you. I don't even want to think about it anymore. It sucks to think about it. It sucks to talk about it. But worst of all, it sucks to be put down because of it. I try to be nice, try to comfort you, but what do i get? I just get put down. I know he doesn't like me, I know it's something different. I was brave and talked about it. I wanted to cry, but I didn't. And You. What's wrong with you? You wanted to know who he was. I didn't want to tell you at first. But then I thought about how I had thought you were. That you were caring and thoughtful and truthful. That's why I told you. Cos I had thought that you were telling me the truth all this while. So what did it turn out to be? Oh, nice. You even have numbers for them. What was I even thinking. I'm just so gullible. So naive. To believe everything you say. I don't care anymore. And yeeling. No matter what, i love you okay. <3
rach(: